meditations

sooo i think this is the calmest i have ever been sitting down to write one of these. i'm not sure if it'll even fit cause of that lol. It would be wonderful to put an entry here without making You nervous about waiting for it for a week or three beforehand lol.

i wanna try D/s outside of the bedroom. Cooking and what not for You while while camping was calming. For me it was a form of submission. It was wonderful to be able to pamper You and feel like i was taking care of You. i would like to go back to that for a little while.

It would have been nicer if it had been recognized in a D/s way. A "good girl" would have made my day. And i know that i said i wanted to keep it in the bedroom for now... but i would like to try a little bit of it outside now. Another camping trip with that in mind would be wonderful. i dunno when we could afford it or manage it, but sometime this summer it would be nice to do a solo camping trip again.

So yeah.... not a big or dramatic entry... more of an i miss You entry.